Hidden in the darkness of my room, protected by my dark Bali cellular shades, I don’t want to see anybody for a while. I want to be alone and find myself again. I have this feeling that I’ve been lost, I don’t know who I am and what defines me. I just need some time to put myself on track again.

This is why today I decided I won’t leave my home for the next couple of months, especially with the winter holidays coming. I just hate those noisy days when everybody kisses everybody, and they drink and sing and then go back to their routine as nothing happened meanwhile.